Blah !

Disregarding the obnoxious morons who consider writing your heart out about your personal opinions about personal issues on blogs by considering it ‘less sophisticated’ or way below the realm of their intellectual palate, I just cant help degrade myself to writing about how indebted I am to some of the closest friends in my life. Friends are an incredibly important feature in my life and for some reason i just consider them to be paramount to everything else. I hate it when there’s a hierarchy to pass through with some people to reach a stage where you can call whenever you wish to, without the formal protocols prefacing each ensuing conversation! You know, the people who’ll be like…”oh back then?! We were just acquaintances! ” and stuff like that…
I hate changes…its like this pesky insect on the dinner table that gets into your plate of life JUST when its full of the best from the edible world (Sausage pizza with extra cheese and pineapple with a hot chocolate fudge by the side) and you’re raring to dig in ! I especially hate change when it’s found inhabiting a close friend. …you know…the one’s with whom, after a lot of effort, you’ve managed to get beyond the “we’re just acquaintances” phase !! Its a weird comfort zone with close friends and losing out on that brings change…i hate it !
Damn that pesky life sucking insect.

I write my blogs not so that people read them and comment upon them…the last thing I wish to do is send in my blog’s URL to everybody on my gtalk contact list, desperately wanting to know whether what I did with the last 5 minutes of my life was worthwhile and makes me a better person or not ! But I write here just to vent off my most absurd thoughts. So if you have an opinion about whatever I write,
a) if its about the grammar or your contrary views upon a certain line, then i really dont care and fervently wish you would die a violent death, so dont bother.
b) if its a light hearted jocular comment about whatever you think my above garble was about…then lemme know sometime, whenever we talk next…as friends….and not ‘acquaintances’ .

7 point someone…..

ITC recently came to our college on a whim of their own to savor the pleasure of having some ‘8.5 and above pointers’ work for them during the summer….or something like that….i wasn’t really interested in the least in the whole issue (its GRE for me) and only got second hand info from some career oriented job seeking friends of mine ….

Its the insecurity that all of us are going through with regards to our future and the underlying paranoia it entails along with it that gets me. While we all sit and ponder upon the major choices we have available to us and how to best use the ‘iit tag’ bullshit that we worked our asses off to obtain, i really think one and all should stand up take notice and feel for the 7 point someones of these ‘premier’ institutes ( Mr. Bhagat was off by 2 points..)

They have the capability to silence the best of the minds….they have the mind to silence the most capable…and yet the underlying 3rd class treatment persists. Why? Because they’re almost there but not there enough to be called in for interviews….to be considered for foreign language courses….or to consider their futures secure.

Its yet another stupid side effect jab in the chest of some of the really talented bunch of kids from this country. Its a sickening sight and there’s no way out for them in the existing governmental system with the babus from abcd univ from some southie coll making up our @@#$ing future. All they can do….and they really do…is bell the CAT while this country goes to the dogs…..

** Written in a strongly vindictive mood caused by multiple reasons.